Transcribed by Frances Collins
Edited by Devin Ashwood
People are smiling which is nice to see. But I feel that I must
say that I think we are all in pain, probably over the war in Iraq
and the war in Lebanon and Israel. The whole situation around power
and the struggle for power in this world often comes in the form
of fuel, the struggle over it and also the effects of using it.
It’s easy for the thought, or the concern, to arise in the
mind 'what can I do?' or 'how can I contribute to lessening the
violence, greed, disrespect and lack of appreciation among beings?'.
I don't identify with this kind of language, but the word powerlessness
comes to mind. It seems like the mind wants to measure whether one
is making any significant positive contribution to the situation.
The mind imagines a positive contribution and imagines measuring
it. It wants to make a big positive contribution to a world where
there are so many people right now who are suffering so intensely.
Various people or beings have ideas or understandings of what would
be helpful. I don't know about measuring what contribution our actions
make but when the thought arises what can I do, I try to remember
not so much what can I do as what am I doing? I really did oppose
this war in Iraq. I really did oppose the whole thing but that doesn't
mean I wasn't part of it happening. What I was doing before, and
what I've been doing since, still is contributing to the world in
which this war exists. I feel responsible for it and I think that
the way I think moment by moment and the way that I have thought
moment by moment has contributed and is contributing to the current
situation and the future situation. I think that my thinking is
responsible for this world and I think that your thinking is responsible
for this world. My ability to go on in this world of suffering is
supported by meditating on the proposal that my thinking and your
thinking, which is the same as my intention and your intention,
which is basically the same as my vow and your vow and the same
as saying my request and my wish, your request and your wish moment
by moment, all these wishes, requests, intentions….. make
the world.
They
have made this world of misery and it is through this same type
of phenomena called intention, called vow, called aspiration, basically
pseudonyms for me….it is through them that the world is and
will be transformed and is being transformed. In a way it seems
as though the world has recently been transformed in a negative
way. By recent I mean in the last six years. It seems that way.
I can’t measure really and if I measure I can’t say
if my measurement is correct. I feel that lots of negative transformation
occurred. But whether the overall impression is a negative transformation,
I can't say. What I am saying to you is a way of thinking and a
vision about a way of thinking. I am suggesting that a transformation
of our vision of the world is the basis for transformation of the
world and that the vision for the world is the basis for intentions
for the world. The thinking about the world and the intention for
the world forms the world and transforms the world. This is a proposal
that, as far as I know, has been thought about and imagined for
a couple of thousand years at least in the tradition of the Buddha
Dharma. This is an old story about how the story about the world
contributes to the world. The story is that the story that we have
about the world forms the world. Many people, as far as I can tell,
do not have the story that their story of the world forms the world.
Many people do not think that. However they still have a story which
is contributing to the world. So another proposal is that not only
does everybody's story contribute to the formation of the world,
but if you are not aware of your story and you're not aware of how
your story forms the world, that your contribution is relatively
harmful. Whereas, if you are aware of your story aware of your intention
and aware that your intention contributes to the formation of the
world…. then your contribution is relatively positive. The
more that we are aware of our intentions or aspiration and how it
transforms the world the more positive is the contribution, and
the less we are aware of our intentions and their transformative
and formative power, the more harmful, generally speaking, our contribution.
But in either case living beings are constantly influencing the
formation of the world and the transformation of the world.
This is a proposal from my understanding of this tradition, from
the teachers of Shakyamuni Buddha and all the other buddhas that
he is related to. This is my understanding of his teaching…
partly. So in a sense you could say it is a faith for some people
and maybe somewhat a faith for me. But, for me also, it is something
that I am experimenting with and receiving some experimental data
on. However you may know that in science when you have a theory,
and you do an experiment where the results of the experiment uphold
the theory, that does not prove that the theory is correct. You
cannot really prove that a theory is correct because in the next
moment the theory could be disproved. You can disprove a theory
but you can't really prove it! This is a theory that I am enjoying
testing and the testing of it seems, to me, really appropriate for
the world today and always. The teaching is that the world or the
worlds (for we have new worlds in every moment) represent consequences
of aspirations and actions. Actions are intentions of living beings.
All of us are contributing.
Another
aspect of the teaching is that not only does every intention that
arises in our consciousness contribute to the formation of the world
and not only does every aspiration that arises in our consciousness
contribute to the formation of the world but it contributes also
to a path of aspiration. When an aspiration arises one of the consequences
of its arising is the formation of world. Another consequence is
that it tends to influence further intentions. Stories tend to reproduce
themselves and intentions or karmic paths are formed. Not only have
they formed the world but they also form paths of bondage within
the world whereby people are stuck in a rut about how they're contributing
to the world. The alteration of the path of our contribution comes
through intention. Intention or aspiration is what alters the paths
of intentions or aspirations. If you have certain karmic paths they
are determined by karmic actions of body, speech, and mind. Not
only are they influenced by momentary intentions of body, speech
and mind but the paths are altered through body speech and mind.
They are altered by intentional body, speech and mind actions all
the time. Your own personal path and the worlds that are created
by everybody's personal path are transformed by further body, speech
and mind intentional activity. Once again, the transformation is
negative; your own personal path becomes negative through not noticing
the intention and not noticing how it is evolving.
Your own path evolves positively and your contribution becomes more
positive as you notice the path and how your current intention works
with that.
There
is some appearance in the history of Zen where some Zen teachers
seem to not be concerned with attention. Some
people think that the Zen school deemphasizes paying attention to
intention and it may be that it is the case that some Zen practitioners
seem to be doing that. I myself don't see that. What I do see is
a middle way between rejecting the importance of intention, or attention
to karma on one side and on the other side being so concerned with
it that you are substantiating the process, substantiating the intention
of the aspiration. Although the teaching is that whatever intention
or aspiration that you have right now has consequence, what that
intention is, is not said to be a substantial thing. As a matter
of fact there isn't even much emphasis on what your intention is
since emphasizing what your intention is, is already emphasizing
talking as though your intention is somewhat substantial. So we
have to be careful if we hear that noticing our intention tends
to have a positive evolutionary influence that we would then think
that the intention we are noticing is substantial. I think that
when some teachers are rejecting attention to intention, or attention
to karma or to the teachings of karma, they may be doing that because
students have thought too much about what intention is and what
the teachings of karma are, rather than noticing how intention comes
to be, how karma comes to be and how the teachings come to be. Because
of people substantiating and reifying the teachings they have rejected
them, hopefully just enough so that people don't reify them and
not to actually have people not pay attention to their intention.
I think that Zen teachers sometime talk this way of rejecting it
in order to protect them from substantiating or having a substantialistic
view of what they're up to in the moment. But they live in a monastery
where people are getting feedback all of the time on their intention
and they don't mention the monastery because they are in it and
they are giving feedback to the people by telling them to not pay
attention to their intention. So when they don't they get feedback.
Actually
part of what’s involved in the way of working with this attention,
or mindfulness and contemplation of intention, is to work with someone
else attending to the intention. So you can work with it and look
at it inwardly which has a long-term positive influence. But also
it is good to work with it interpersonally so that other people
could check to see and give you feedback on whether you are being
too substantialistic about your intentions. So you, together with
others, can express your intentions in such a way to each other
as to mutually alter each other's trajectories and paths of karma.
Another way to say this is to express your stories to each other
so that you can modify each other's stories and to watch this consciously
as an interpersonal transformation of the vision of the world.
This vision of the world, of putting our stories out, inviting others
to put their stories out to the world and seeing how they affect
each other, is a process that reflects a story about how the world
is formed. In a way perhaps this is more in accord with reality
and bringing peace and harmony. This is a story about how to realize
peace and harmony which will include me allowing my story about
peace and harmony to be altered and influenced by yours, particularly
your story about how that was a substantialistic story. It could
be just about how it is stupid, religious or naive…. or whatever.
There are lots of things you could say. You could have lots of stories
about my story. This story that I told is a story that would welcome
that feedback and that would welcome disagreement. The story that
I told, which is my understanding of the Buddha’s story and
is not really my story, arises not from me but from the interaction
of this body in a world in which the Buddha's teachings exist and
in a world in which you all exist. My intentions and aspirations
arise as this body interacts with your bodies and all the teachings,
all the suffering, that gives rise to my cognitions which come with
intention. If my body was not bouncing off, or in relation to the
teachings, I think my intentions would be different, maybe even
better, but they would be different.
In a
way this is how I keep myself buoyant as I'm contemplating the horrific
transformations of the world which I see, how I keep myself appearing
again and again, willing to live in this world, trying to make better
and better contributions helping others to make better and better
contributions to forming this world.
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