A
number of years ago, when Dancing Mountains was a twinkle in everyone’s
eye, Reb spoke at one of the Gaia House post-retreat meetings of
the importance of sangha pods – local sitting groups around
the country that would help to build the country’s Zen sangha
while supporting local community practice and minimizing travel
costs.
At that
time, I was new to the UK and quite idealistic if not a bit naive
about what was possible as far as creating a nation-wide sangha
and possible national Zen Centre, a dream since first visiting San
Francisco Zen Center after meeting Reb in the UK ten years ago.
I have found the geographical distances in the UK and costs of travel
in terms of money and time more prohibitive than I anticipated (this
coming from a Canadian!) and the prospect of sitting together with
zen friends close by increasingly appealing. Others from “the
East” joined the local band wagon and “Dancing Mountains
East” (DMZE) was realized evolving into a wonderful group
of sangha friends living in Cambridge, Stoke Ferry (Norfolk) and
Bedford, and in time expanding to include Brighton.
Catherine
Gammon’s visit in August kick started DMZE’s more formal
gatherings. She sat in the teacher’s seat and led five of
us in a glorious 3.5 day residential retreat in a deconsecrated
church in Stoke Ferry. Our schedule was fairly rigorous in the mornings
and then the afternoons and evenings combined periods of silence
with sharing circles, walks and stimulating and challenging writing
exercises led by Catherine. The church turned out to be a magical
retreat venue offering the austerity that helped support our small
number with the services we did throughout the retreat. I admit
to being pleasantly surprised at how much momentum was created by
a small group of friends with the help of a resident teacher and
how keeping the schedule and forms deeply nourished the non-silent
discussion and writing exercises. We were also really fortunate
to have beautiful meals cooked for us and each had our own bedroom.
Then,
in February six of us retreated for 2.5 days at Chris & Clare’s
home in Bedford – another new experience as we were without
a teacher in situ – Reb was present in the form of recorded
talks that we listened to from the Green Gulch practice period I
attended last January. We were relaxed and flexible with the schedule,
taking care of one another in an easy way. We even watched a lovely
Korean film one evening. We had dharma discussion and services and
kept to a schedule even though it would have been easy to keep discussions
going past mealtime. I think I can say for all of us that we found
this aspect of the retreat very useful – watching the tendencies
to carry on with stimulating discussion for just a little longer
and then the value of stopping with the bell and going into silent
sitting again. To me, this aspect offered more valuable real-life
experience than being on a completely silent retreat might. We also
enjoyed getting to know each other more and deepening our sangha
friendship.
The group
in Brighton is gathering momentum as well, currently meeting for
a day once every 6 weeks – the group includes a few members
of the Brighton International Zen Association UK and I can see more
collaboration between our two groups in the future.
Our dear
teacher, by not coming to the UK this year, has allowed us to step
back and look deeply at how we engage with each other and with the
practice. I feel that DMZE’s activity has slowly and steadily
helped to make a difference to the confidence we have to practice
and evolve the forms, share zen and zazen with non-zen folk and
help to more fully express and develop a uniquely UK brand of zen
practice. Importantly, too, it has also helped to minimize the ecological
cost of travelling to practice.
In the
wake of the disaster in the country that is home to our root temple,
taking care of each other seems the ultimate concern – Suzuki
Roshi said, “I don’t pay any attention to whether you’re
following the precepts or not. I just notice how you are with one
another.” May our teachers and ancestors notice how we are
with one another.
Deep bows of gratitude,
Wendy Klein
Gyoka Zenhyo
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